HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUKESH KUMAR!

You're one of the funniest, coolest and undoubtedly awesomest people I know.

And one of the weirdest too but thats why I like you so much.

I cant wait to get my cardboard box so we can be box buddies.

I'm installing a disco ball in it and the two of us shall party.

Have an awesome day, eat cake and get drunk.

Puchella less than threes you, Yucks.

*sigh*

I'm kinda sad. No, I'm not kinda sad. I am sad. For a while, I finally got used to being happy. Should have known it wouldn't last. It never does.

I'm moving to KL next month. I know I've been saying that for the past 3 months but it's not my fault it keeps getting postponed. I think this time, we're moving for real cos even if it does get postponed, my mom said the both of us will have to move anyway cos I'll be starting school in january. Today was probably my last day in St.Teresa school cos I'm going to KL tomorrow for the holidays. I didn't want to go so early but plans got screwed up.

I suddenly want to study my form 5 in St.Teresa. I dont want to have to go to a new high school and make new friends and start all over again just for one more year of school. I dont hate St.Teresa anymore. The fact that its an all girls school doesn't annoy me anymore. I actually find it comforting now. It's going to feel so weird going to school with boys again.

The environment in St.Tre is so comfortable. Here, we get to hike up our baju kurung skirts above our knees when its hot, walk around with our pinafore zips hanging half open, change our clothes in class and so on. The girls here are so friendly and nice and more than willing to help with anything and they can all speak english well which is a really good thing for me cos my spoken BM sucks. Who would've thought the day would come when I actually praised St.Tre school? I used to despise it before.

The worst part about moving: leaving Phoebe, Ray, Theresa and Sara. No more being greeted by one of them yelling "Pucheng" every morning when I walk into class. No more copying off Phoebe's add maths homework. No more having Sara pretend to cry on my shoulder while Ray sings our soundtrack (Put Your Head On My Shoulder by Michael Buble). No more pretending to be apeks. No more Apek Liscence Test. No more countless inside jokes. No more laughs.

When I first moved here, I swore I wouldn't get attached to anyone cos I knew I'd have to leave again. That was all going according to plan until this year. I knew I'd have to make friends eventually which I obviously did but never did I expect to find best friends. I connect with these girls on every level possible. We can go from discussing religion and politics and music to pretending to be apeks and discussing the colour of our underwear.

Everytime I come across something funny or I receive news about something, the first thought that comes to mind is I have to tell the girls tomorrow at school. Who am I gonna tell all these things to now? I cant be coming online or texting everytime some random thought crosses my mind. If that were the case, I'd never be doing anything except typing for the rest of my life.

I haven't even left yet and I miss these girls already. The mere thought of going to school for a whole year without them makes me choke up.. Phoebe, Ray, Theresa, Sara, how the hell am I supposed to survive school without you next year? :'(