Im about to sound like a typical teenage drama queen. You have been warned. But honestly, Im not trying to be over dramatic or an attention seeker, this is all so much deeper than that.

Didnt go to school today. I was too tired from staying up til 5am. I woke up at 10am. I would usually never wake up any earlier than 1pm if I sleep that late but I just couldnt sleep in today.

You know how they say theres always someone on your mind before you fall asleep, whether you notice it or not ? Yeah, well forcing thoughts of you out of my mind last night, was one of the hardest things I had to do. I dont think I've ever felt so alone before. How do people cope with this kind of heartache ? This kind of heartbreak shouldn't even be legal. Its gotten to the point where that stupid beating thing in my chest is literally aching. I wish I could tell you all of this but that would be beyond inappropriate. Its back to constantly biting my tongue every time I talk to you.
x

They say you need to pray if you wanna go to heaven,

but they dont tell you what to say when youre life has gone to hell.