Woke up at 1.30pm today. Yeah, I didnt go to school.

My laptop is being a complete bitch. I swear, all the electronics in my house are on a mission to constantly piss me off. You know, I yelled at the dvd player yesterday and it switched off by itself. That wasn't a first. Once, I yelled at the radio to shut up and it too, switched off by itself. I swear, I'm developing superpowers. And yes, I talk to inanimate objects all the time. Deal with it.

Ray came over yesterday to do our stupid PSK project. We still didn't get it done. We spent like 2 hours on it and then went to skate.

Daddy's birthday was on monday. Uncle Ong dropped off a heeeuge cake from Secret Recipe for daddy on sunday. He was in Sabah and was only coming home at like midnight and I was dying to eat the cake the whole day. Couldnt take it anymore and called him about 263564 times that night but he wasnt answering his phone so I texted him.

me: "daddy, can I eat your cake?"
*after 1 and a half torturous hours*
dad: "ok"

Finally got to eat my cake ! It was driving me crazy, I tell you.

Going to kl on tuesday. I really really really wanna go to pd. I need to hang out with my friends who I miss way too much without family or anyone else. Just my friends and I like how it used to be.

I do love my family, immediate and extended, and I love being over at my cousins house. Its so much more noisy and feels like what a home should feel like (even though we're all slightly, no, extremely insane and are actually quite a dysfunctional family) compared to my house where everyones either on the phone or out and hardly interact. But I dont like it when my family's around when I'm with my friends. It makes me feel like I cant be myself and have to hold back. Especially my parents, homygawd, I cant have a conversation with people in front of my parents, it feels so awkward, I dont know why.

Mom used to say that I never spent enough time with family, I was always with my friends but the way I see it is we're freaking related, I'll be seeing my family all the time but I cant do that with my friends and I hardly get to see them being so far away and all, so sue me for jumping at every opportunity I get to spend time with them.

Sasha, Ro, Sher, Carol, we must do our beach/ yatch club/ sleepover thing okay. Its been waaaay too long.

My stupid laptop says its 8.42pm when its really 4.00pm and it wont let me change it. Grrr.