Theyve made Twilight into a movie ! And I happen to be obsessed with Twilight so you could only imagine my excitement when I found out. I seem to have developed this attraction to vampires. So I have a weakness for boys who have died in the 19th century and were brought back from the dead as blood thirsting vampires. Whats so wrong about that ?

I wanted this pretty pretty Guess handbag for birthday but I also wanted a guitar. The bag was RM389.90 and Ray told me there are guitars that sell for 100+ so was happy thinking I could get bag and guitar but then Lesbiola told me those guitars are 'ciplak' (or however you spell it). Dont laugh at my lack of knowledge about this okay, I happen to be talentless. I dont play any instruments so I dont have a clue about these things. Dad was reluctant at first but I insisted on a branded guitar and managed to persuade him into buying me an RM535.00 acoustic Ibanez. (:

The guy who sold me the guitar was seriously cool.

Dad: "whats the difference between a lower-priced guitar and a branded one?"
*salesperson looks at me*
Salesperson: "you heard of Ibanez?"
Me: "yes."
Salesperson: "you heard of Star Sun?"
Me: "no."
Salesperson: "theres the difference."

There was this other salesperson (who I have labelled guitarguy since I dont know his name) who picked up a guitar and started playing More Than Words. It was pretty obvious he just wanted to show off but any boy who can play that song to me on the guitar can make me melt in my shoes okay. When the salesperson was explaining something about the tuner to me I just walked away without saying a word towards guitarguy in a complete daze. Yeah, it was rude to just walk away while he was talking like that but I didnt really realize what I was doing.

When I finally decided on which guitar I wanted, guitarguy was talking to me about his first guitar and whatnot while tuning mine. I barely looked at him, I kept watching my guitar the whole time. He wasnt cute but for some odd reason I was into him cos of the way he spoke. I thought of breaking my guitar and telling him I sat on it so I'd have an excuse to go back and see him but I think it would be beyond fixing then.

Saw mr.lungcancerr yesterday. I managed to talk to him last week but didnt this week. He was forced to be really quiet. All I did was watch him play with his lighter and sort of freak when the tissue he was holding caught fire. Hahahah. And yes, shiny things and fire amuses me. Im only gonna be able to see him 2 more times. I promised myself that I would come clean about how I feel about him. I have to figure out how though. Maybe I could just be like "hey, whats the time? and, oh, by the way, I really like you." x*sigh*